Almost Lover-A Fine Frenzy[check it<3]


Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd brïng me heartache
Almost lovers always do

You flirt with suicide but sometimes kills the pain


And when you think that death is like a cure for you then I suggest you're a litlle bit insane.No,actually you are crazy...But when someone close to you says that your death will make him sad you feel empty and you regret what you already said.You feel guilty,and you are scared that someone really thinks about you and feels your presence,in fact you are afraid that one person[him] touched your heart and you're afraid to be disappointed again,but trust me this time is different.You feel him everywhere,he's present in your dreams,he makes you smile every time you watch him,he makes you happy and you're afraid to fall in love.Darling,this is the way it's supposed to be.Your heart is cured and nothing stopes you to feel goosebumps every time you hear his name or every time he kisses you.You miss him even when he's in your arms,you want him even when he kisses you.You're not wrong.He seems to be the one.

All the right moves


One day.Inchizi ochii si te moleseste atmosfera din jurul tau.Te gandesti ca ti-e bine,esti in sfarsit fericita si implinita,te gandesti ca orice sacrificiu pe care il faci e acceptabil si te cufunzi in hotararicu privire la viitorul tau.Te gandesti sa mergi mai departe dar amintirea celui ce te-a distrus moral te va urmari.Trebuie doar sa privesti inainte..orice-ar fi.Si zambesti.Sti ca sunt ceilalti alturi de tine si esti sigura ca-ti pot reda zambetul acela cald.Te invelesti in fericire,iar seara te rogi ca si a doua zi sa fie la fel de optimista.Ai renuntat in sfarsit la o viata nelinistita si tulbure in care mereu erau sentimente platonice.Si Doamne!De cand nu te-am mai vazut atat de fericita?De cand nu am mai vorbit atat de deschis si de sincer?A,da.Acum o vesnicie.Uneori e dificil sa trecem peste "hopurile" pe care le intalnim in drumul nostru..dar exista persoane care vor fi alaturi de noi si ne vor tine in brate strans doar pentru a sti ca suntem in siguranta...O iubesc si stie asta.O iubesc pentru ca a avut puterea sa ierte atunci cand era peste puteri,o iubesc pentru ca e singura dupa care mi-ar parea rau daca nu ar mai fi..

De ce?Incomplete..

Vazandu-mi inima impietrita de amintiri si stand in fata lor,mi-am adus aminte de mama si de cat de naiva sunt.Totul e trecator...chiar si tristetea.Si-un gand fulgerator ma face sa-mi pierd firea si sa par slaba.Nu mai e ca inainte,totul e doar amintire.De ce nu pot trece si peste asta?De ce nu ma pot resemna,de ce atunci cand zambesc nu sunt tot timpul cu adevarat fericita,de ce atunci cand plang pierd o parte din mine?Pentru ca nu ma pot schimba.Incomplete..

Do you really wanna hurt me?I think you do.


Momentul in care decizi sa spui adevarul,crud moment mai ales ca ma simt dezamagita..In acelasi timp cu un ras malefic ma gandesc la cei care au spus ca sunt alaturi de mine si totusi au devenit spioni ai vietii mele.Nu am nimic de ascuns chiar daca totul are consecinte...As vrea sa-i pot vorbi dar nu ma va intelege niciodata..de ce ar face-o..si-asa are o parere proasta despre mine..Orice as face si orice as spune va exista zidul acela intre noi...si ma intreb de ce...de ce oare e asa...oare nu vede cat de mult incerc sa o fac fericita?Da e vorba de mama.O iubesc orice-ar fi..doar ca cei din jurul meu o inconjoara cu minciuni si tampenii pe care nu le inteleg.Perioada comunista nu va pieri niciodata din sufletele celor care ma considera mai prejos ca cei "instruiti" de ei.Fiecare vrea sa faca ceva diferit.Sunt diferita si totusi la fel..Faptul ca mama ma vede cu alti ochi ma intristeaza..si nu numai mama...As vrea sa scap de vantul asta puternic care in ultimul timp mi-a spulberat visele..Mi-am pierdut increderea in mine din cauza familiei..nu din cauza prietenilor...Si totusi..De ce?

You will never understand me.

P.S:You can tell my mom that I mentioned her again.